But one challenge of growing up comes to me sooner than I thought.
Today i was called 'Arrogant'. A word i have never associated myself with ever nor do I ever thought will be called as. But, why does it hurt so much. It must be true, then why does all this denial comments keep on running in my head. When you think you are always right, you must be wrong. you might be arrogant.
I have always seen myself as the person that would step down to the persons level to understand a situation. I have my eruptions, and this will usually follow with an apology. Not that the apology corrects my previous undesired act, but i cannot turn the time could I?. Its the least i could do. I do not believe in buying gifts, i just don't. Just honest apology.
However, me saying this does sound arrogant does it?. No humble person will say they are nice. I guess I am arrogant. I cant put in any details of why i am called so. Generally, I explained myself in such a way that i might have hurt the other person. I do not mean to. But I did. And for this i am called the word.
Thus, its time for me to step back and think this through. And change to be the better me.. a humbler me.
Cimee
